Last few days have been difficult...or  maybe ab to aadat si ho gayi hai aise jeene mein....but the fact is as JustAnotherChildOfGOD said" I am sure after releasing your feelings in those beautiful verses you must have already felt a lot better "...beautiful or not i don't know,but i certainly felt a lot better after giving  vent to my inner turmoil..i cudn't have spoken to anyone..nor cud have anyone understood without questioning me..and i didn't have any answers..here no one questioned me..everybody just let me be..everybody wrote comforting words  and left quietly...thank you so much all of you...vivek,justanotherchildof god,freedom unbound,diwakar sharma ,chandarkant parmar and all the rest....mostly for not getting fed up:)...i am sensitive..a lil too sensitive..and am going to come up with lot of such crap in future too..jab tak seh sakte ho saho:)

                   Joined my school,went for 3 days after which the summer vacation started..i have worked here for a year and a half abt two yrs back..got a very warm welcome frm most of my colleagues,lots and lots of hugs..except my math department...last time i had been promoted to take tenth directly after handling 7th and 8th bypassing a senior..this hadn't gone down well with the other maths teachers,all telugus,me being the only north indian..that senior had stopped talking to me..id to resign after teaching 10th for 4 mths because of some urgency at home and that senior was given my place...so u can imagine the hostility in the atmosphere  ..wonder how im going to work...principal has already told me id be taking 10th after the holidays... and kids whom id taught earlier in 8th came to meet me " ma'am do u recognise me..u used to scold me so much"..i cud recognise each one of them,though cudn't remember their names.. they are taller,stronger and more confident but still as affectionate as before...... .

             so this is it..older son got 91 percent in 11th..and younger ones 10th results are awaited..keeping my fingers crossed...